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Friday, 12 October 2007

  • Rocks and Candy, What More Could You Ask For?

    Whoever does read these blogs of mine, they should by now know I'm not one of those bloggers who writes why the basket of french fries they ate that day inspired them.  I only write when I feel I have something of some importance or substance to say.  So I may go a month before writing again, or it may very well be everyday, depends really on what each day brings.  Lately it's been more than I've bargained for. 

    The last weekend of October I will be presenting a poster and published abstract at the GSA (Geological Society of America) Conference in Denver, CO.  Seeing as how I've never been to a national science conference of any sorts, it's somewhat daunting for me to think about.  I get to stand in front of my poster with all of my research on it that I've been doing for the past few months, and get interrogated by professional geologists for about 2 hours.  So I need to know my shit for that part of the conference, I need to make myself look smart and be a good candidate for any graduate schools that are there.  It's sort of a scouting event for geologists and graduate schools.  The conference starts on Oct. 28th through Oct. 31st.  I get to present my poster that evening on opening day, woot.  That means I can get the pressure over with early, and then I get to peruse the rest of the presenters and see what everyone else in the Geo community is doing.  Ah, but the kicker to the whole event are the free booze!  On opening night they have free beer, because as you all should know, geologists are big drinkers.  "Rock-fuckers", as I've been called, just aren't the real deal unless you can hold your own as a beer connoisseur.  To my knowledge, the free boos continue throughout the conference every evening after the presentations are over for that day, which is about 8 pm.  So to those of you who receive drunk dials near the end of October, my deepest apologies, I'll have beer and rocks on the brain.     

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    An added bonus to my excursion to CO will be to see two of my closest friends, and party with them for Halloween.  I don't think I'll have time to dress up like I wanted to this year, but I'll definitely party like I intended to!

Wednesday, 03 October 2007

  • Words To Say, But Looks Abate

    I want to say what I need to say,
    I want to see his heart evanish.
    Hold my hand and walk with me,
    and we'll evanesce into the night.
    With no verbal words by tongue alone,
    we'll speak until all crows take flight.
    And in dawn's first blue light that shone,
    I'll see the girl I've never known.
    I thought I knew I was under control,
    but your tender touch and tender kiss,
    leave me questioning, my very soul.
    Past loves left behind only a phantom of me,
    but your lucid eyes seem to tell me otherwise.
    I want nothing more than to see the color,
    The color and mark you leave in this life.
    But with every step that we take,
    You seem to slip further away.
    Please tell me sweet love of mine,
    When can I hold your heart in time?

Tuesday, 02 October 2007

  • Choices and the like

    Here I am, a nighttime blogger stating what I thought relevant inside of my head. I'm curious if what I'm really writing is getting through to anyone that reads it, or is it just colored text on a colored background that looks, well... nifty seems to sum it up. But alas, here I am still typing, so freedom of choice, read on, or don't.  I've already put my thoughts into binary, what are you going to do with yours?

    I do sit and think about life, sounds cliche, but in reality everyone thinks about life at least once during their day.  Whether it be before brushing their teeth, or drinking their  juice in the morning, or even doing a Sudoku puzzle that the local paper puts out; everyone is engaging in a life thought.  But breaking it down even further, each thought is full of choices.  Do I drink the orange juice, or the apple juice, or "I'm feeling jazzy today, how about some pomegranate juice." Once a juice choice is made, it opens other doors of choices.  So one would begin to think that choices could make up the majority of life.  But the reactions to the decisions made, like which square to put the 9 on the 4th row in a Sudoku puzzle, could be 1/81 squares, or the one box needed to make the whole puzzle come together.  But even while you may be enjoying that cup of pomegranate juice and puzzle, synapses are being fired creating more pathways to be made in your head.  Sometimes these synapses are thoughts of the future, near future, or even the past, such as " why did I glue a Mt. Dew can to my forearm last night?"  However, these aren't choices, but they are still thoughts of, on, or about life.  So ultimately it doesn't matter whether life is made of choices, or not, but rather that people think about life much more than they really should, or do they? Sometimes people don't think about their actions enough, and it usually gets them into trouble, or something that hurts more than it should've.  But other times, such as in my case, I dwell too much on my thoughts, looking at them from too many angles and see what I don't really need to see in them.  The curse of a curious and realistic mind.

    So why do I come on Xanga tonight and decide to write, well because I should've done it earlier today, and because I felt like writing and typing what I felt tonight.  If no one really writes what they feel or believe, what's really the point?  While we're at it, what's the meaning of life?  Why are humans a plague on the planet?  Why are we &@($!^& attempting to start a debate about life when we've been in a classroom for 2.5 hrs already!?  I wouldn't mind discussing any of those matters, but don't do it when we only have a limited time, that's re damn-diculous.  It can and did upset people, it made people not pay attention to an announcement someone was making, and it just wasn't a good way to end a class.

    P.S. Don't argue with a geologist about how humans have affected the Earth

    Cheers and Beers!


Friday, 21 September 2007

  • First post, first thought, last song

    Xanga hmm?

    So I'm not really a blogging type, however it does seem to be the new trend.  Scientists are even picking up on the blogging, they feel getting their research out into the public eyes will help to inform the general public of the interworkings into their scientific world, yet some aren't entirely impressed with it.  Personally I wouldn't mind reading the bloggings of a scientist, or even an artist, and the select people I would find interesting enough to know what they were thinking.  The only lives I would be interested in are those people that surround my personal life, and those who have a profound way of thinking, thoughts that would, to quote C&C Music Factory, "Make me go hmmm..."   Everyone is entitled to their own freedoms, which is part of living in the country that we do, but some people, I believe, just shouldn't be allowed to speak, some of their words make me cock my head to side, and go "whaa?"

    I'm not an avid people watcher either, like a lot of other people seem to be, my idea of killing time by sitting in a mall watching people isn't my cup of tea.  I don't necessarily like it when I find someone staring at me from across the room, unless that person is giving me the "eyes", that's a different story.  But watching, just to find the idiosyncrasies of the different people, why?  The common homo sapien is part of a fascinating species, but their habits aren't really all that fascinating to me.  But who am I to sit here and type away into this box surrounded by geologic maps I'm supposed to be working on, exactly, another one of those homo sapiens who leads a mediocre life in retrospect.

    Seeing as how I am now a blogger, you can choose to think what you want, say what you want about me and my thoughts, because I am a person that gets watched by people, judged by people, and I have, as do you, the freedom and right to do whatever the hell I want.

    Aphex Twin - Girl/Boy Song